You got me

Well guys, I have not had time to write my story but I will. Probably next week, since I am busy looking for a job. Anyway, the story below is taken from one of my friend. Sorry I can’t tell who he/she is. It is very confidential hoho……peace….

people..i bet lo smua jg pna rasain kaya g..fall in lorve lagh..patah hati lagh..trauma lagh..

orang bilang paling enakk kalo lagi jatuh cinta..?hehehe yeach
kayana enakkk bggt..tiap kali lo bangun ol wat u think is juz dat
speciall person.lo pengen liat muka die truss..pengen ketemu,jalan
bareng ma die..n lo jg pasti ptama kali lo awake,lgsg sms die kalo gak
tlp dia..ya gak sigh??lo mau dengerin suara die..n sumtymes lo gak bs
bo2 kalo lom dengern suara dia..hehehe yeagh manjaa amatt
kesanna..hahaha but dats fo reall..

but gmn kalo lo pas patah hati??kayana lo gak bakalan mood bwat
ngapa2in..*dia bakal trus kepikiran di otak lo yang bahkan sebenerna lo
gak mau mikirin..tapi tetep ja nempel d otak lo..mannn nyesek n
nyebelin bgt gaq seghh..hahaha yeach i knoe dat kind of feelin..(v.~)
lo bs gak napsu makan,gak bs bo2..or sumtymes malagh banyak org jd
melar gara2 stress,biasa makan moloe..hahahaha hayoo ngaku!!

mann skrg kita masukkin trauma part..uhm diz part seems d hardest
thang in one relationship ryte??kayanya people keep sayin,"u gotta move
on!!" even fo urself,u realised dat,"yess i gotta move on!!"but
fcuqq..its not dat easy 2 4get sumfin which had been a part of ur
lyfe,seems noone ca replcae him/her in ur lyfe.n ujung2na tugh kebawa2
k our next relationshipp..kt bakalan susah bwat trust others lg,males
bwat nyoba dr awal laghie..n ol shitt!!!uhmm yeachhh but WER DERS A
WILL DERS A WAY!!it takes tyme..sho juz let it flow..ure not able 2
force sumfin,specially fo other`s feelin.g tau bggt rasana,i bet u ol
juz wan it 2 b over soon..but we gotta learn dat we cant xpect sumfin 2
b lyke we wan it 2 b..we gotta face d fact kalo dunia tugh bakal tetep
berotasi wif/without him/her.kt mau mpe kapan sigh trus2an ngasihanin
diri sndiri..keep wonderin napa yagh dia gt,napa yagh dia jaat bgt
..napa yagh die tega bgt n ol crap.yeaghh mpe tuapun jg lo gak bakalan
bs bwat die balik lg ma lo!!yg da makin ilfil iye..DUNT U EVA PITY
URSELF,cos itu cuma hanya menunjukkan desperate lo tapi gak da
usaha..but juz try 2 go wif d flow~*enjoy it..carilagh kesibukkan
sebanyak2na..n trust me yg bs bwat lo lupa,lo mesti banyak ketemu org
baru man..jgn lo tmnan ma itoe2 ja ato cm bekas tmn skul lo doankk.ato
tmn kampus/kerja doankk..g bknna larang lo org..mannn IVE GOT NO
RYTEEE!!!haha g cuma menganjurkann..bcoz trust me guyss ive been
trhough dat!!!dengan lo ketemu banyak org baru,lo bakal memeperluas
link lo,lo bakal banyak blajar dr kehidupan mreka,cara mreka
bergaul,etc..sumpha lo bakal sadar kalo tnyata tugh lo bukan org paling
mendrita sdunia!!banyak yg lebih susagh idupna dr lo,but mreka bs
SURVIVE!smua org pna kaya kt-patah hati,trauma- n mreka bs koq bwat
move on,mreka embrace on it,dunt u eva regret dagh jalanin ma dia..coz
dat wat makes u learn 2 b wiser,2 b STRONGER!!(DATS FO SYOH!!).lo
smakin sering lo jatoh,lo bakal smakin gampang jg bwat nahan sakitna n
blajar supaya gak jatoh laghie..ANYTHIN HAPPENS FO A REASON!!!yagh g
nulis ginian bkn cm bwat org yg lg broken koq..butt jg org yg SUKA
SLINGKUHin pcrna,BOONKin pacarna..haiss..dunt b lyke dat!!
ull nva
knoe how priceless wat u got till dey gone.dunt waste sumfin WORTHY fo
sumfin UNWORTHY juz fo a temporary pleasure.mann..i sho BELIEVE in
*karma!!pa yg lo tabur itoe yg bakal lo tuai..

Dunt u eva do sumfin yg lo sndiri jg gak demen kalo dgtin ma
org..mann u shud respect otherz 1st b4 dey respect on ya..trus me
guyss!!HONESTY is d most important thang in relationships.kalo lo
jujur,automaticlly lo jg bakalan stia..pweasee deghh enuuffff
maen2na..its not lyke were goin 2 engagement or ol shitt..but m juz
tellin u guyss..gmn segh giliran lo dagh sayang mampus mah 1 person n
tnyata die disrespect u?he/she cheated on ya..shit on ya..man!!ehmmphhh
paiitttnaa…hahaha!n m sure lo smua jg pna rasain khan..jalanin nyante
jaa..n skali laghie gue tekankan*lol GO WIF D FLOW..sgala sesuatu yg 2
much akibatna gak baikk..haha man dats a mistake wat i did..i love him
2 much!!mpe mayb die jg eneq kalie ma parnoan g..lol yeach wth
lagh!dagh lewat jg neway…

n lyke a new case of mah x.die skrg dkt ma tmn g.mannn gak bs nyari
yg jauhan dikit yagh??haha honeztly paitt segh rasana..sakit?man gak
usagh dtanya lagh..g gak tau die cm bwat maen2 pa ngga..cm liat die dkt
ma tmn g ja,g tugh da sakit n kcwa..napa mesti org yg g kenall gt
lowh??mannn banyak cw laen yg jau labih LeBIH cakep,BAEK,n ol
shitt,napa mesti diaa??haiss..org yg g kenal,n paraghna g jg tau dr mah
twinz kalo tnyata tugh cw muna juga,doloe jelek2in x g,skrg NAKSIR
lowh??uhmmpp pa gr2 doloe lom bs dptin yagh?uhmph!!hahaha wtf
lagh..anyhoo,wat m tryin 2 say..mayb ini pait bwat g,cm yagh kalo mang
yg namana sama2 suka,wat can i do??i ve no ryte.itoe khan hak
mreka,feelin2 mreka juga,y shud i bother??((man even emang pasti g
bakal bother lagh!?))lol..cuma yagh bcoz m changed,i can think wiser,g
jg dah gak pnya hak pp,n namanya feelin jg tumbuh n ILANK dgn sndirina
khan?gotta learn 2 face d fact..uhmph..

yg g bngung mampus..die sndiri blg dagh siap tmnan ma g,seakan2
slalu gue yg kesanna msh syg mampus ma die  ,gue yg gak siap bwat tmnan
lg ma dia..uhmm yeach gak muna,i do still love him,BUTT,i swear g dagh
gak ngarepin pp dr die,n g pun mau tmnan ma die bkn karena gue mau
deket ma die jd take advantage gtow,haiss no no no!!i still ve some
pride 2 do dat kind of thang.yeah skrg u guys pls degh coba
THINKKK.kalo emang lo dagh gak da feelin pp or bnr2 siap tmnan,mungkin
gak segh lo ketemu mau mandang muka ja gak brani..slalu straight k
dpn,lol..kalo gak pura2 gak liatt..mangna as a fren susah yagh
nyapa?uhm brusaha act a cool tapi yg da malah makin kliatan kalo dia yg
lom brani n lom bs lupain g..n as i knoe,I KNOE degh pokokna,kalo die
msh cares ma g,cuma yaghh mayb gengsina ketinggian kalie yagh?or mayb
die dah males kalie bwat coba ma g..or g mang gr ja?lol cuma yaghhh
kadang gak abis mikir ja getow.kalo lo bnr2 sayang ma org,napa segh
mesti ditahan2..yg da khan makin neken prasaan sndiri khan?nambah2in
pikiran n probs aje..masalah dagh banyakkk,ngapain ditambah2in
laghie..maless aje..bwat idup makin gila aje!!haha..napa segh mesti
mikirin gengsi?jd gengsi lo lebih gede drpd sayang lo?yagh g segh
kesian ja ma org yg kaya gtow.kalo g segh prefer mending g trima paitt
drpd dah paitt jg msh gak legain pp..nothin is imposibble..pna gak segh
dgr itoe pepatah?napa segh orang terlalu takut nyoba,n malah lebih
prefer ma sumfin yg namanya "PELARIAN" drpd org yg dagh ktwan sayang
mampus ma tugh org?anegh yagh kadang manusia..yagh cm g ngmnk ginie gak
bermaksud bwat nyindir/jelek2in/ngarepin pp koq..cm pgn spray out oll d
things wat inside mah mind.khan g orgna cukup open-minded.lol yeach but
g trima lagh kalo emang inie mauna die..wateva he wantz is wateva i wan
2,juz wan d bezt thang fo him. g gak mau jd beban or tekanan bwat
die..g jg dagh enuff lagh beggin2 ,skt2 laghie..mending kalo diena jg
bs n mau bwat brubah,,kalo gak?nah lochhh males ja gue yg dagh brubah
sndirian..mann pdhl ini kata pepatah yg die pna ks ke gue.."bwat
salaman tugh butuh 2 tangan bwat berjabat" yaghh sho wise bgt khan
kesanna..yagh but akhirna ttp ja msh jd beginie..susah segh kalo dagh
berurusan dengan ego..palage sakin samana sifat kt b2 tugh jd sama2 gak
mau ngalah…cm since i broke up wif him,g jg dagh menyadari koq
kesalahan2 gw..even smua org keep sayin kalo x g NOT WORTH It al ol,cm
deep inside of mah heart g yakin bgt die worthy bggt..coz die yg bwat
gue balajar n bwat g bs memperbaiki kejelek2an g,g jg tau koq kalo die
sayang bgt ma g n dagh ngorbanin bykkk bggt bwat g.thx a lottt!!!yagh g
BANYAK BGGT IMPROVEEE dlm relationship..g kapok lagh macm2 kaya
doloe..D POINT IS,IN ONE RELATIONSHIP,GAK CUKUP CUMA SAYANG mampoes
DOANK,TAPI CARE,SACRIFICEZ,UNDERSTANDING,HONEZTY tugh paling
penting!!!kalo lo dagh bisa terapin itoe smua,i bett u guys bs awet
lagh!!!jalanin na jg bakal nyante,gak da tkanan..

but dats y people…kt beradaptasi,kt mesti makin maju bknna makin
mundur..gak boleh slalu liat ke blakang karena kt gak bakalan
maju2..skali2 boleh blajar dr kesalahan,butt!!kalo mpe berlebihan mpe
lo gak brani coba,mpe kapanpun jg lo bkl trus stucq d st n gak
maju2..kt mesti mikirin wats next..fuck d past..wat DONE IS DONE,ryte
people..B STRONG,B BRAVE n B PATTIENT!!gak da sgala sesuatu tugh yg
instant!!smua butuh proses..lo mesti tunjukkin ke orang kalo lo emang
worthy..kalo lo emang patut bwat diperjuangkan n bwat org yg ditch ya
itoe nyesel kalo die emang gak bakalan bs dptin cw/co kaya lo..dats y
itu jg yg bakalan motivasi kt 2 b a better person..bwat banyak
kelebihan dlm diri kt..jgn cuma bs pity diri urself n do
nuthin..mannn!!!dunt b sho pathetic laghh..apaan segh!!inget co n cw
tugh jmlhna buanyakk..yaghh gak muna..nyari ms/mr.ryte yagh gak kaya
metik dr daon,yeagh but dats y lo mesti intropeksi jg,pa yg kurang dr
dlm diri lo.pa yg perlu diubah..initina kt kalo stress pun jdkanlah it
motivasi lo bwat maju..bukkana jd sok rusak etc..ngerti dunk
guyss…haisss g dagh kaya dr.cinta gak jelas…yagh mayb ini smua gue
petik dr pngalaman g sndiri kalie yagh..n honestlyg emang paling demen
debating..hahaha yeagh anyhoo…

g skrg jg dagh move on n gak mau cuma liat ke blakang ja..mah x will
b a great memory,but dats it..g gak boleh hopin 2 much,in fact g malah
skrg dagh gak berharap pp n juz wanna b frenz wif him.yeagh bwat pa
segh kt sayang n maksain org jdan ma kita kalo diena jg gak sayang ma
kt,ryte?ujg2na gak lama jg putus..palagi kalo cm bwat isenk2
doank..yagh bs tahan brp lama segh…trus trang segh gue trauma
ajeee…but yeagh fuck it lagh!!gak boleh manjaa jd org!!haha makana
mesti independent,jgn bgantung ma org,masa depan lo lo yg tentuin
sndiri,mau ancur ke,sukses ke,smua tugh da d tangan lo msg2..tnggal
masalah kemauan n self confidence n USAHA!!dunt give up easily..khan
mang idup ini kaya roda..ya gak seghh..gak slalu d atas.. yg pastee gak
slalu d bwh juga..sho..gd lucq guysss…

hahaha yagh at least smua yg d otak g dagh kluar…**

wanna thx fo ol mah frens yg dagh penuhin hari2 g,sayang g,care ma
g,tmnin
g::ode,marshall,kiddo*,jck,ollo,amank,borton,moniq,ping2,subh,M.S*haha
n buanyakkk laghjie..love ya ol..RESPECT!!!*
thx jg bagi sumone* yg
bs bwat g suka n sayangg lagiie ma org..or at least bs bwat gue brasa
dsayang n dibutuhin even its juz fo a temporary moment.lol..yagh i got
wat i need.sigh…m fallinn fo..~*rahasiaaa…hahaha