You got me

Gotta change my answering machine Now that im alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Cant come to the phone
And I know it makes no sence
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way i hear your voice anymore
its ridiculous
Its been 7 months
And for some reason i just
cant get over us
And im stronger then this
enough is enough
No more walkin round
With my head down
Im so over being blue
Cryin over you

And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender i have
Thats marked 25 Oct Because since theres no more you
Theres no more anniversary
Im so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

Thats the reason im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?

Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said im so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?

Damn baby

I just don’t understand where we went wrong

I gave you my heart

I gave you my soul

I gave you

As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first,

It was about 8 years ago

Donâ??t act like you don’t know.

We were sitting at home in your momma’s living room,

Cause, (We couldn’t be alone)

See your mamma knew I was something else, she knew how I felt.

Back then we were in school,

And that sure thing didn’t excuse,

Growing up I was a fool,

And in came up missin’ you

Listen and don’t trip,

Think I need a bottle with a genie in it.

Here’s my wish list,

(First one), I would create a heart changing love

(Second one), I’ll take your lift and lead on

(Third one), but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause,

I’ll, be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends

Lovin’ never end,

It would just begin.

If I had one wish, you would be my boo,

Promise to love you,

Trust me I’ll trust you.

If I had one wish, we would run away,

Making love all day,

Have us a baby.

If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life,

Can you be my wife?

Make it right this time.

And tell me is this the only way I,

Can get you right back in.

Sold his soul, searching I’ll go,

Then I can have you for sure.

Then you’ll be loving me,

Holding me,

Kissing me.

So girl don’t tell me what,

I’m feeling is make believe.

I swear if I lose,

A second chance with you,

I wouldn’t know what to do,

I’d probably check myself in,

To come kind of clinic,

I couldn’t be alone,

Cause without you I’m sick

Here’s my wish list

(First one), I would create a heart changing love

(Second one), I’ll take your lift and lead on

(Third one), but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause,

I’ll, be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends (we’d be best friends)

Lovin’ never end, (never end)

It would just begin. (Starting here right now)

If I had one wish, you would be my boo,

Promise to love you, (promise to love)

Trust me I’ll trust you. (I trust you)

If I had one wish, we would run away, (yes we would)

Making love all day, (it would feel so good)

Have us a baby.

If I had one wish, I’d make you my whole life, (oh yeah)

Can you be my wife?

Make it right this time.

If I had one wish

I don’t even know

How we an did up on this road,

And even though we are grown,

Girl I just want you to know

GOsh, I just cook a maling and spinach yeah I have to eat more vegetables.
Well next week is my final exam so I gotta study so much. I just wanna take a shower but I can not resist my mind to write something LOL….heauheau
Guys, we are gonna watch NARNIA this friday. SO excited.
I really miss to hang out with my hommies, best friends, good friends and chat with my net pals.
Actually I wanna go back to indo to meet my family, friends, and net pals hehehe.
Of course I miss all of them and I wanna understand more about their life. Some of my friends and net pals that I know and care about, they just have relationship so CONGRATE guys…..feel happy for you.
Well if you are sad and dont have someone to talk to, you can still find me here, right.
I am so excited to go back to Indo to meet one of my friend but I think it is better for me to stay here for a while for private reason hehehe LOL. Anyway I think I dont clean the vegetables very clean…. it is like I ate something kindda hard and weird you know.
Anyway I gotta take a shower so See u later.

" Sometimes the last person on the earth you want to be with is the one person you can’t be without"