Archive for September, 2005

Me against the world

Monday, September 19th, 2005

Yeah, I just got back from FIUTS camp last night. Well I am so tired since this is the first time I drove a van LOL. I wake up around nine o’clock which is good I think. To have insomnia is really a pain in the ass you know, like you sleep 4 or five a clock everyday and wake up 12 in the afternoon but hopefully I can sleep normally. People became more dynamic when they realize that they have more options to reach their happiness. Some people can be happy if they hang out with their friend or they are feel being needed by their friend or family or the love one too. I think you know Tupac Sakur right? He said that War comes and goes but my soldier is still eternal. Mostly, a soldier will demonstrate enthusiasm and not easy to give up in the war. 
After people decide to get their dream, they have to leave all of the hinderance that they have. It is the same thing with love too, every single day you can have a greater love or a lesser love. Each problem in relationship has two different of point of view, it depends how you want to look at it.
My lovely friend give me a good quatation, " Butterflies comes and goes, so does love" . From this quatation, we know that love always comes and goes. If we had lose a wonderful love, no matter what we are gonna find a more beautiful love. I think this is what people expect to find more amazing love but we never know what kind of love we will get in the future. Well, for me it is not easy to leave love and find a new love. Sometimes we have to let the love goes eventhough it really hurts our heart and put the scars in our soul. I read one book "Turning hurt into halos and scars into stars", well this book mostly told stories about people who lost a love one (died) or people got abandoned. This book is quite intersting though. Anyway, I still believe that if we want to be happy when we walk to the street and face up to the sky, we still have to believe in " FAITH, LOVE and HOPE"